late is better than never
– Holly Maller
brought into this life, he
struggles to take the advice of those who are like him
twenty two years of dread, he
tries to find space in his head to accept himself
how, he
asks himself
how can he learn to be okay with the person he
is?
uneasy in his skin, he
seeks something, anything
to disengage from himself
but with further reflection, he
learns something new
how is it that she didn’t realize sooner?
consumed by fear, she
struggles to confront the truth about herself
no wonder she couldn’t take their advice, for she
was never he to begin with
memories spanning back to eight, she
can’t help but to feel sad for realizing so late
a new found acceptance, she
knows that late is better than never
for without it, she
would not have made it this far in the first place
Holly Maller
Holly Maller is a journalism graduate from Calgary, Alberta. She has always enjoyed writing, but poetry has only recently become her favourite genre. She says that putting her emotions and experiences into words helps to alleviate the inevitable heartache that life can bring.